And in Bangalore, because I wear normal clothes, there hasn’t been any scope for men to cause damage at a massive scale. Neither was there any scope like this in Hyderabad. In Bangalore, the one time some man could do something serious was Deepak Mishra, before Deepak Mishra, no one in Bangalore could do anything serious to me. How did Deepak Mishra manage? Because I conversed with him in Hindi. No one converses in Hindi in Bangalore. For that matter, even in school or Hyderabad I have never conversed at length for very long in Hindi. Then why did I do so with Deepak Mishra? Because the mother’s mother taught me all this when I was a child. Yes, they lay the seeds of everything they’re doing right from your infancy so that it is inevitable that you grow up and fall into their innumerable traps, because you have been conditioned to do so. Deepak Mishra was a maniac, because he did rubbish, some maniacs in my building did rubbish, I had to move out because of that, I moved to Anoorupa’s suggested area and magically started fantacising about Jijo because Dipabali planted the seed for that and hence Deepak Mishra ended up resembling Jijo in some ways, contacted Jijo because I had no money because Kiran was misbehaving in the office because he saw others were misbehaving in the office, revealed to Jijo that the owner would cut off my power if I did not move out, because they cut off my power I stayed at Harris’ flat, because I stayed at Harris’ flat we got intimate, because we got intimate Harris’ owner asked him to move out and he sold all his things the same day and moved out, because he moved out and left I was left to go astray and landed up in Nimhans. That is the sequence of events. Straight out of Shanta Dutta’s Tess lectures. Yes, that is how the mother and the mother’s mother have everything mapped out in their heads from the time you are born. That is how the mother and the mother’s mother have been pulling off all of this. And because of Deepak Mishra, people were misbehaving in the last office, because of which a man entered my flat at night trying to sexually assault me. That is how you spark a chain of events. And it all started with me conversing in Hindi, because the mother’s mother said I should when I was a child.