I was just kidding around a little. Also, when I go to the station, since the lawyers have goofed up and the new lawyer hasn’t started yet because my chhoto pishi has not sent the funds, I have to get the work done myself. That means I have to fight with them sometimes. Seeing an officer injured, I hope never to fight with that officer again! It’s too tragic seeing an officer injured. They’re the ones who protect the rest of us afterall. He looks lifeless. I crack a joke, I don’t see him for a month, and now this. “Why God, why, why are you doing this to us?”

What is this chhoto pishi? People are dying, she doesn’t care! I can’t solve anything without the basic funds! I had the funds! The lawyers were frauds! They’re in jail! That’s why I need the funds. See, now the sub-inspector who has been on my cases has some problem with his left arm! When the news breaks, she’s the one who’ll get battered by everyone for not doing anything in 40 years! Why is it that I am having to do all the work for resolving these issues?! What was the chhoto pishi doing her whole life?! Idiot worthless nonsense! It’s so annoying! If she had acted before, or atleast sided with me, COVID-19 would have never happened! It’s always the jetha’s side, never my father and mine! My father was kept like a slave by the jetha and that doesn’t matter to the chhoto pishi! She cares about no one! The fact that her husband died during COVID-19, the fact that millions died of COVID-19, the fact that old people died because of COVID-19, the fact that there are fresh attacks all over the Middle East creating chaos all over the world, nothing matters to her! Even Trump being around for this long doesn’t bother her! She just doesn’t care! And now the officer working on my cases is injured and frail. Everything has to be done by my father or me! She just sits whole everyone else’s lives are ruined! Now she’s going to make the poor officer head to West Bengal again to have her arrested! Sick! He’s in a sling! I’ve never seen him like this. It’s depressing! What’s the difference between the mother and the chhoto pishi if this is how the choto pishi is? Baitalik er shobai bolbe chhoto pishi ki! Eto selfish, didi ke jail e phele rekhechhe! Shoba’r jibon noshto kora chai taar! And what about sending your innocent niece to sleep with her uncle?! That too, this is the same room in her flat where she keeps her Gods and Goddesses!! And they’re not even in a cupboard!!! Dhormobhrosta kothakar!!! Ebhabei thake!!! Who does all this?! Shobai jaanbe Baitalik er!!! What does she even do the whole day?!!! Cleaning is done by a maid, cooking is done by a cook. Loser!! Aar ki nongra oshobhyo, husband er shathe na theke dada’r shathe thaka chayi!! So that’s incest! She has sex with the jetha!!!! Eeeeeeessssshhhhh!!! Oi korte ghono ghono India asha!! Eto severe adjustment problem keno or? Or jonyoi toh Malay Mitra gaaye haath diyecchilo mod khaiyein! Or jonyoi toh Malay Mitra’r bari’r lok’er kachhe thakte pathano hoyechhilo!!! She came to India each year under the pretext of wanting to meet me!! Then, I would have to travel by bus and get molested because of her! I went to college in auto! Neeje kono din bus e jatayot korena keno?! Koni din toh dekhlam na bus e chorte! Eto boro shoytaan! Shoytaan’er shoytaan toh eta!!! Erokom toh kono baritei hote shuni ni! Taar maane o koto boro doshi!!! Morbe na, jaabe na, kichhu na! Tarpor, amar bhalo byabohar korar kotha or shathe! Maane, ami aar amar baba od’er slave!! Oi toh jetha aar o dujone!!