Who are these room mates? I am 41! They are 25! Why will I sit and talk to them! Is that normal? Seriously! Some common sense! And they are asking me my personal matters? See what happened to Amrita because she interfered? No one asks me my personal matters! Are they stupid? This is like Appachu! Why don’t I have friends! Because you’re all too young, idiot! And all my friends are like me, busy people! Remember the trouble caused just because of Amrita? If these room mates interfere, the ame will be on them!

Just because I have been considerate towards Anjaneya, it does not excuse his actions. This should not blur the officers’ sense of right and wrong, since Anjaneya is in the wrong. His actions remain the same and I can stop being considerate at any point of time and sentence him to death.

And how did I cheat Anjaneya? He threw himself at me! What am I supposed to do? I’m not doing anything other than filing an FIR, he is. And he refuses any confrontation now. I’m doing everything to get rid of him forever.

If the officers don’t believe me that it was all Sandip, then fine, let me prove it. What was the version of the story I was giving people after my mother started her media propaganda in 2015? The version I was brainwashed with by my family. My college, school, housing complex people were all there being fed every bit of information coming out of me. Then, Sandip walked into my life. And suddenly, the actual truth started coming out. And everyone was shocked by what I was saying, it was that unexpected, the truth. What did I do when my mother started her media propaganda? I deleted my Facebook account. Sandip told me to open a Facebook account and add all my friends. Kaunish da saw me before Sandip was in the picture. He had to tell me that the mother was trying to make me look crazy, that she was staying me this way, because I wasn’t able to see or say anything, despite having all the information. Yes, I somehow always get the information, investigation, that’s what I have done myself since 3.5 years of age. I have done all of that, and I remember a lot. These are my qualities. Getting me to articulate in the correct terms the truth, that’s entirely Sandip. If the strategy is genius, who came up with it? If it was me, why didn’t I do it before? Why did it start the moment Sandip entered? There, I just proved everything is Sandip and not me. And yes, I didn’t even see the jetha for what he is, until the moment Sandip entered. Yes, that was something even I didn’t see and know and understand before Sandip entered my life! That’s why I decided Sandip gets 50% of my share of each suing amount, on condition he marries me first. And there is so much work left! Each court hearing! Making a hospital run! Yes, I have the lawyer, I have the doctor for the hospital running, I have the finance person who I haven’t spoken about, that person saved me! But, without Sandip, it’s all going to be a disaster. Besides, Sandip is able to understand me, something other men aren’t able to. We both like listening to music, he likes a woman dressing up for him and I don’t mind doing that for him. I don’t dress up otherwise because he doesn’t like it when others notice me, there I said the reason why I wear just black. I used to wear black before also, but then Sandip wanted me to dress up, so I dress up just for him. He likes home-cooked food, I learnt to cook for him. I can’t imagine cooking idlis and rasam, all those strange things. Sandip and I like tasty food. Children aren’t going to eat otherwise anyhow! I don’t mind looking after a child and their school and studies. He likes looking after his work, so he has enough for a life with me. He wants me to work, which is what I want. I don’t mind him travelling for work while I manage everything else in my life and our childrens’. We don’t have opposed ideas of food or decor. I try and listen to his ideas. I’m the only one ready to do all this for him, just as he has done everything, without which nothing would have been possible! And that’s why Sandip is the only man I can be with. Any other man would prove to be a disaster not just for me, but for the whole world. Look at how much is at risk. And people know the version of the story I narrated after Sandip walked in is true since there are witnesses confirming everything. Also, Sandip and I are both okay with the “terms & conditions” of an open relationship. We both like our own space. Neither of us likes wasting time talking to eachother much. And I don’t spend time on the phone or after office with friends. That’s why I have time to do all this. If Sandip wanted a party-goer, there’s no shortage of those in his life. But, none of them will be homely for him, the way I will. You get either, not both. I can’t destroy a child’s life by being frivolous and stupid.

Actually, I don’t think Anjaneya would hate being left. He’s been there and done that. It’s the fact that I’m already with the love of my life, and that he never will be, that he has issues with. That’s fine! But, he shouldn’t have come after me knowing very well that I am with the love of my life! Does he not have any control? He’s a police officer, he has to!

And I can’t stand cowards! Authentic people are brave! Cowards have very weak personalities, like Harris, like Rishabh Sharma, like Anjaneya! Anjaneya has practically been raping me for one month, and doesn’t dare look me in the eye when I question him and simply gestures to leave the station! He couldn’t even open his mouth!! What is the definition of rape? Forced sex, sex without consent. Consent. That word is everywhere! When did he take my consent on the night of 7th March at 12:30 a.m.! He works for the police and doesn’t know what consent is? Yeah, right! Then he’s trying to break up Sandip and me! Who rescued me from Malay Mitra’s house? How did I get out of such degrading circumstances and come to Bangalore? Who taught me how to articulate every bit of information I have? Who came up with this genius strategy for making my cases work? Who has stood by me fearlessly for 10 years?!! Who got me out of so much brainwashing from my family? Everything is Sandip, and then Anjaneya wants to break us up! Who does that?! That’s just pure malice!!! Anjaneya is secretly collaborating with the mother! Why else would anyone try breaking up Sandip and me? Everyone knows Sandip is my boyfriend! Haven’t I been clear enough about that? Haven’t I thrown Harris in jail for trying to break up Sandip and me, and numerous other offences? Haven’t I jailed Deepak Mishra for 24 hours for trying to break up Sandip and me, and numerous other offences? Haven’t I jailed Karthick for being abnormal? Haven’t I always taken Sandip’s side, when he is right? And Sandip and I are in an open relationship, which I am perfectly honest about! He sleeps around because he grew up 5 minutes walking distance from Malay Mitra’s house and has been traumatised for life!  I sleep around because circumstances keep getting in the way of Sandip and me, which is why we’re not married, circumstances! Any other man who is in the picture will always be the other man, or a fling, a one night stand or an infatuation! No one replaces Sandip as my boyfriend! And Anjaneya has every single bit of information about me, and he still does this, and doesn’t even talk to me! Neither will he let the other officers give me his number, which I asked them for before talking to him, even Harsha Sir, his bestie, Anjaneya hasn’t come out to meet me the past few days despite being at the station, because I made it obvious that I belong to Sandip! Even if they did give me his number and I called/messaged/WhatsApped, he wouldn’t respond! I’m not leaving Sandip! I’m not even pretending to. Seriously!!! Only a coward would not look me in the eye and say anything after raping me, a woman! How can a police officer be a coward? Sandip directly made it clear he liked me the moment he saw me, when Malay Mitra set him up to misguide me by pushing me into academics (which Sandip didn’t do). Then I beat the crap out of him over message. Then he gave it back to me over message! See, he’s not a coward! Tackles me directly! That’s something every other man is afraid to, which is why I’m with him! Anjaneya brags to everyone at the station about the rape, but can’t look me eye-to-eye or talk to me! Then he tells everyone that I cheating on him? How? What an idiot! This is like the mother, can’t dare tackle me directly, so kills everyone else instead! Every single criminal is like this! A coward! And no one else has permission to give it back to me the way Sandip does!!! Go die in your own cesspool, Anjaneya!! And if the police code keeps me off limits, why was he bothering anyhow? Seriously!