Dear Delhi Police,

This is my last chance to Anjaneya. Tomorrow, let him meet me himself at the station, come outside and talk to me openly, or I’m filing the FIR for his death knell! I’ve given these police 4 months, they still keep delaying my FIRs, every single time, make me walk for days to the station, they put everyone at risk, they increase everyone’s suffering and misery. I have lost all respect for them. They don’t work with me being polite. So, from now on, if they don’t act immediately, I am reporting every single thing to Delhi Police and the Delhi Police Commissioner every single day, brutally. I’m sick of these sick officers. And the Women’s Police in Bangalore are the worst! It’s always the Women’s Police who are responsible for something or the other, just by evading their call to duty. They’re Navitha, can’t do anything, idiots, just suck the life out of people! It was a Women’s Special Officer who sent me to NIMHANS! It’s always a woman in my cases, usually! I will brutalise these officers if they delay one single thing from now! What complaints do other people come with? Ooowwww, the landlord isn’t giving water, oooowww the tenant misbehaved… Every day, I hear this! What are those cases and what are my cases? They don’t see that everyone is dying with recessions, layoffs, joblessness all over the world? And they have the power to change it. All they have to do is get my news published by the press! I’ve given them so many ideas on how to. And they have to retrieve Rs. 2,00,000 from either of my paternal aunts. Did they see the neighbourhood where the jetha and Gita Basu live? It’s a neighborhood with mostly very wealthy Marwaris. Those are the people who can afford to live there. You think Dilip Basu and Gita Basu aren’t loaded? Where did they get the money to live in such a fancy flat, in such a rich neighbourhood? And everything costs more in their neighborhood, obviously. Go see where Jhunu Biswas lives. It’s all high-rises. Let everyone at Baitalik tell you. You think she doesn’t have Rs. 2,00,000? She gets her pension from her banking job from America, and she must get half of her husband’s pension from America. Go see what her flat looks like. They all have money. Gita Basu would rather go to jail than pay up Rs. 2,00,000? That makes no sense. Losers! If Jhunu Biswas doesn’t pay up either, neither of them will get out of jail. Let them rot in prison for the rest of their lives. And I gave Anjaneya one whole month to wean himself from me. I gave the Inspector every detail. Why isn’t he off of me? What do I call this if not rape? It meets the definition, no consent. And, he refuses to talk directly, or let me call him to talk. Why would he avoid me if he genuinely had something to say? He would have come to say that he wasn’t in the wrong for whatever reason. He’s guilty, that’s why he’s not bothering defending himself. Why would any innocent man allow a woman to say he’s a rapist? That means he’s not innocent. And you can guarantee I will be raging as anything tomorrow, so he had better be prepared for that, if he chooses to talk to me in person. I don’t do evasive things like catwalk around a police station, say Harsha Sir has left already, etc. I straight away said that that kind of behaviour is unacceptable in a police station. People go here with serious problems, some of them. That’s why I called him outside, but he’s guilty as charged. Oh yes, and I directly asked Rishabh Sharma too, because he was making me so ill, I had to pay so much on medicines because of him. No response. He’s guilty, and everyone knows it. The police can’t make me run around in circles like this for 4 months in such a critical case, I hate them now, and I will never forgive them. Watch how I destroy their reputation now by saying the truth, and nothing but the truth! And what do I call Anjaneya, if not a rapist? He knows I’m not single, always has known. And now that I brought in the word “rape”, the Inspector and Harsha Sir put the blame on me, it’s all the woman’s fault, it’s all the victim’s fault, blame the victim. Obviously I hate them now! And the police don’t see how much it stresses me out to have to go to the station, because I always feel I am in danger there, while I am going there, after I leave there! They don’t care about anything, they just want bribes. Sick, pathetic Bangalore Police! And if Anjaneya dare talks nonsense, denies anything, consider him deceased!

Dear Delhi Police,

What are these nonsense officers at Jeevan Bhima Nagar Police Station?! They don’t do anything, they keep delaying things by months! I went there for Rs. 2,00,000 from either of my paternal aunts, and I still don’t have the money! They have repeatedly turned me away, forced me into a position where I have to scream for days to get anything done! They don’t take my complaints and turn them away, waste time, make me walk 7 kms to and back from the station everyday, and they still don’t takey complaint! And there’s always something rubbish women’s police officer lying and telling me the officers are somewhere else! Last week, the inspector and sub-inspector did not take my complaint! And as a result, this week, as expected, the problems have doubled! I have submitted an FIR for the arrest of the predator sub-inspector, Anjaneya! He is the one who did not let Harsha take my FIR on the grounds that I didn’t have a blue pen! How do I pay my rent? If Anjaneya is not thrown in jail immediately, I will not stop protesting outside the station! It was because of Kavita that the FIR was not submitted on time, and then all hell broke loose at my PG! Why are the officers at this station so inept?!! Why can’t they stick to deadlines?! Why have they repeatedly put me through so much anguish and harassment to the extent that I am raped? I have kept the Inspector informed of everything since the 7th, which is when this started, and he and Harsha still took the rapist’s side! The officers are taking the rapist’s side at Jeevan Bhima Nagar Police Station! And why have they put someone from Indiranagar Police Station at Jeevan Bhima Nagar Police Station?! This is the same man who searched my phone and called Bihar ki chut, Nalini Srinivasan, to the station despite me saying a million times not to search my phone! He doesn’t even know how to conduct a witness investigation! And that’s not a witness, that’s a culprit! And that same man shows up at Mayo Hall, when NIMHANS took me there, and asked me if I had started reforming myself! Why is this man allowed inside Jeevan Bhima Nagar Police Station?! Who put him here?! He wasn’t here before, he was at Indiranagar Police Station!!! And the police in Bangalore are so disgusting, all they do is laugh when I go to the station, every time I go to the station I get harassed endlessly in this manner, they don’t do any work, keep me running around in circles! They’re just sick! Why do they get paid for being this sick? They’re worthless shit! They’re stealing tax-payers’ money! They get everything for free, they never have to work for anything! They’re so cheap, so cheap!

Dear Delhi Police Commissioner,

What are these nonsense officers at Jeevan Bhima Nagar Police Station?! They don’t do anything, they keep delaying things by months! I went there for Rs. 2,00,000 from either of my paternal aunts, and I still don’t have the money! They have repeatedly turned me away, forced me into a position where I have to scream for days to get anything done! They don’t take my complaints and turn them away, waste time, make me walk 7 kms to and back from the station everyday, and they still don’t takey complaint! And there’s always something rubbish women’s police officer lying and telling me the officers are somewhere else! Last week, the inspector and sub-inspector did not take my complaint! And as a result, this week, as expected, the problems have doubled! I have submitted an FIR for the arrest of the predator sub-inspector, Anjaneya! He is the one who did not let Harsha take my FIR on the grounds that I didn’t have a blue pen! How do I pay my rent? If Anjaneya is not thrown in jail immediately, I will not stop protesting outside the station! It was because of Kavita that the FIR was not submitted on time, and then all hell broke loose at my PG! Why are the officers at this station so inept?!! Why can’t they stick to deadlines?! Why have they repeatedly put me through so much anguish and harassment to the extent that I am raped? I have kept the Inspector informed of everything since the 7th, which is when this started, and he and Harsha still took the rapist’s side! The officers are taking the rapist’s side at Jeevan Bhima Nagar Police Station! And why have they put someone from Indiranagar Police Station at Jeevan Bhima Nagar Police Station?! This is the same man who searched my phone and called Bihar ki chut, Nalini Srinivasan, to the station despite me saying a million times not to search my phone! He doesn’t even know how to conduct a witness investigation! And that’s not a witness, that’s a culprit! And that same man shows up at Mayo Hall, when NIMHANS took me there, and asked me if I had started reforming myself! Why is this man allowed inside Jeevan Bhima Nagar Police Station?! Who put him here?! He wasn’t here before, he was at Indiranagar Police Station!!!