Sreejita Mitra, Papri, Rai’s friend was so right about Elokeshi. I asked Elokeshi once about what happened to Papri. She replied, “We fell out.” Thank God for Papri!!! She saw straight through that one. Intelligent woman, very intelligent!!!

And Elokeshi’s mother is so horrible, so horrible, even the upper class marwaris from my school did not have full time servants!!! Why did she then?!!! Can’t she do anything?!!! Atleast look after your daughter’s studies!!! Nothing!!! She can’t be a good wife, can’t raise children, then why did she gets married and destroy her husband’s married life?!!! No one else was like this!!! Chor kothakar ekta!!! Shob free te pawa chay, na?!!! Elokeshi’s father should just divorce his wife. She should not be paid alimony because she is self-sufficient, she has her own little company, and has fulfilled none of her duties as a wife and mother. Who is she to live in that mansion?!!! Someone else does all the work, and she sits all the rewards!!! If her father wants to help her mother’s family, he can still do that after divorce.

And some of these people at Torque, Bangalore and Fuego are so stupid, so stupid, they actually thought I had changed after NIMHANS. Is that even possible? I’m just so much worse. The moment I came out, I immediately started on a new course of action, paid legal services, and figuring out how to finance that. Why else was I tolerating people’s garbage?!!! That toh I will kill those people now. Idiots! They can’t even read people correctly! And Richa is so disgusting, she’s fat, cock-eyed, then one day someone told her that Shree called them buriyas, then Richa said, “Woh toh hum hain hi.” Just because she looks like she’s 45 even before hitting 30 doesn’t mean everyone else does!!! Speak for yourself, and stop dragging others into your mess!!! The person I complained about to Supriyo Sir was Richa, because she only wanted everyone to misbehave, and being in-charge she cannot do all that. If she hadn’t been doing anything, the others would not have followed her example. Now because of her, all of them are finished!!! I could not and cannot stand Richa!!! And Yashaswini’s just like Richa, fat, ugly, stupid, wants fun all the time and will therefore incite others to misbehave!!! What is wrong with those two?!!! Again, the people behind everything were both women!!! And what is Richa, Yashaswini and Shree’s excuse for being this way?!!! One is from Christ, one is from Joseph’s, one is from D.U. Still they are like this!!! Did they study nothing during their degrees, that too humanities!!! And all this stuff about maintaining discipline is just common sense, everyone knows that, we are taught that since birth upto the age of 18 and beyond thoroughly! How does Richa not get any of it?!!! Waste losers!!! And Shree looks like a Bihari!!! Both Sanjana and Shree look like the Bihari at my neighbourhood parlour!!! Kaise toh buri dikhte hain yeh teeno. And Shree’s skin is so bad because she’s obsessed with skin products, it was peeling off just because she was in the sun!!! Her skin on her face looks like plastic!!! And I saw Yash had an IIM Indore bag on the day of my interview. Why didn’t he stop the others?!!! What was he doing in IIM?!!! And as usual, Torque, Bangalore is up to no good, they’ve posted Christmas pictures on LinkedIn. As usual, they are not serious!!! They think they can do anything and get away with it!!! And at Fuego, Inbarajan S, Navitha and Rajeev were constantly telling me to not talk to Rinesh!!! Why is Rinesh talking to me?!!! I didn’t go to him!!! He came to me!!! Then, they are all saying that it’s my fault that I entertain Rinesh!!! If I don’t, I’ll lose my job, and can’t pay for my cases, so I’ll kill him later. They didn’t get the strategy?!!! The were stupid enough to think I actually liked Rinesh?!!! I used to talk to normal people, Vani, Manju, Vinay, Raghu. Who likes Rinesh even?!!! He talks trash!!! And he stays up the whole night talking trash with Rajeev over the phone!!! He is so not normal, he’s a psychopath!!!

And I cannot tolerate this cult of Sylvia Plath where women h story their weakness with madness! I mean women are strong, they used to work 16 hours a day before, now millennials have fought and we are 95% working women in countries other than India. What is all that Sylvia Plath insanity?!!! Eeeewwww. She was schizophrenic!!! Who cares about crazy people?!!! You give them too much importance, they will go and destroy everything, like the mother. And why doesn’t Mirna take meds instead of going on for years with how horrible she always feels?!!! Other women are not weaklings! Why is she?!!! It’s unacceptable. This cult of Sylvia Plath just promotes the wrong ideals for women, the wrong self-image, the wrong values, the wrong course of action. I mean, be brave, be strong!!! Stop annoying people with your soppy “poor me” emotional garbage!!! That’s not what women are, generally!!!

If these first floor people ever dare talk to me or come near me again, I will add them to my list of perpetrators! How dare they stalk me for months going to my owner to find out if I will have meals at their house! Why didn’t they ask me directly?!!! And if I don’t want, what can they do?!!! They can’t bother me after that!!! How dare they keep bothering my owner with this?!!! As if my owner has no work!!! That too, I fell ill after eating their food!!! That too, they gave watery sambhar, for Rs. 50!!! That’s not the rate in Bangalore!!! In my area, they give thick sambhar/daal and rice for Rs. 40, that too there will be different varieties of sambhar/daal everyday!!! In J. P. Nagar, a woman was cooking everyday and selling, it was amazing, different kinds of thick sambhar with rice for Rs. 45, 50, 55, different kinds of roti, different kinds of rice preparations. And what do they mean stalking me like this?!!! And not just that, they are the kind of people that will stand at the door and listen to when you are coming and going. Today when I was going down the stairs, suddenly the door opens and they ask again about taking meals!!! Your food tastes terrible!!! You’re giving water instead of sambhar!!! Your food is so bad, it’s made me sick!!! And I don’t even have money to buy medicines!!! Watery daal toh we all throw!!! Who eats that?!!! No nutrition only!!! And why are they speaking to my maids when my maids are knocking on their door?!!! Just slam the door shut on the maids’ faces like me if they come to disturb!!! One more time I see that first floor woman entertaining my maids, I will shout at her only this time!!! And I don’t talk to lower middle class people!!! Typical lower middle class!!! And again they’ve gone to my owner and told everything!! They’re crazy!!! It’s not normal!!!