Well, yes, about me shouting rape about Anjaneya Sir, so I realised I had no way of paying my rent. So, why not see if Anjaneya can help. What’s the worst that could be? He’ll say, “No.” He’ll refuse to respond to my messages or calls, fine, keep looking for solutions. Now if I have to ask for help, I have to talk to him. I can oy sound bossy at the station. That’s why I asked him to speak outside. How do I speak like a regular person in there? He just gestured for me to move out, because I sounded demanding and aggressive instead of nice. But, I can’t sound nice at the station. I asked the other officers for a phone number. None will give that because he’ll act irritated all the time with that person for months! By the time I could ask him in person for his number, Kavita stood in the way after giving me the fake FIR Acknowledgement! All I was going to say was that it would help if I had his number, since it’s difficult to coordinate since he is the principle officer on my cases. That’s a valid reason, and a true reason. And I was too exhausted from walking streets for two nights, plus the night before, 5 different men tried soliciting me. I was clasping my head in turmoil throughout the whole of the rest of the day because of those actual psychos. I really needed to ask for help! A rejection from his part is fine, but let me atleast ask! I was anyhow too sickened to be rude and obnoxious. I was just going to ask very matter-of-factedly. And now I am no longer visiting the station, so I have no idea how to speak to him for help. See, with his number, I can call or message personally, away from the station! I can speak calmly, because I don’t have to assert myself. So, that’s what all the “rape” nonsense was for. I just wanted to ask for help, and there was no way, I was desperate! Of course, Anjaneya Sir is not someone who will rape, not to my knowledge. To me he’s heroic, unless he does something idiotic and ruins all!
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